Flowers in my mouth and in my eyes

Thu, 18 Oct 2007 21:28:52 GMT

wimples

Candystripelegs

Mon, 15 Oct 2007 02:46:51 GMT

- Pick 10 songs.
- Translate them from English to German to French, then back to English in an online translator.
- Have people guess what songs they are.
- If they have a line through them, they've already been guessed.

1. Suddenly, a movement in the corner of the room, and there's nothing I can do,
It is obvious to me, and with dismay that the Spiderman me to dinner tonight. accordion Jirrian got it

2. He is my husband and we have all the balls that we need, if you have a taste that you sidewalk surprised.

3. My heart lifted, melting glaciers in the night and sucked Superstars in widths.

4. Tonight inexorably me, and I am going to the charm I will hide the hard, I am going with my mind. Tonight inexorably me, and I am going to the charm I will drive I will blind, and all I want.

~~5. Call me Ms. Sexy in your office, sexy girls meet me after work. Let me show you how to do it with, I want to show you how the Post flirts boys.~~ accordion Jirrian got it

6. Last nite said oh baby, I feel so, you see me, if I feel they are not being used. So I, I reversed. Oh Baby do not care either, I know it's safe, I walk in passing that door.

~~7. Whenever I see it, I will fall on my knees and pray, I'm waiting for the last minute that you say, the words that I can not say~~ accordion Jirrian got it

~~8. It is a Killer Queen, powder, gelatin, dynamite with a laser beam. Guarantee your mind at any time! (This barely counts if you get it right, just puttin' that out there)~~ Everyone knows this except for Kirsten!

9. Spinning on the edge of vertigo, I kissed her face and kissed her head, dreamed of, all the different possibilities, as I had lit for him. "Why are you so far away?" , She said, ach never do not know that I am in love with you? vergeoffrenzy Hannah wins!

10. Cordon coast, and I asked the question, and receive, because I wish to receive by nodded, what the man said secret, because I am me. Hassen said, I told you. (You will probably never get this)

In other news: All I had that was remotely cool this weekend was Journalism Day at FIU on Saturday. It was a pain to wake up and be there for so long. It was a pain to deal with my mom that day, being stupid and stupid, oh yeah, and stupid. Went with Cindy, got there late and was really hungry. I met Viviana (berryfondue) completely out of the blue and that was the highlight of my day basically. There was this chick in the editorial thing we were at was talking like she was Gandhi and it was lol. Ate some foods. Got my photos critiqued. Went home and didn't go shopping with Alex/Danny as I was supposed to. Later on I was in self-depreciation mode, and I still am. I hate being a woman sometimes. Today I've done nothing except have cramps and sleep and get dirty doing that god forsaken still life. I'm not doing anything else, FUCK that. Watched Knocked Up with my parents, they didn't like it as much as I did. Ate chinese food. My hands are really cold. Torn between what's cool about having a boyfriend and what's not. In the end, I don't really care.

Only one hiccup

Thu, 11 Oct 2007 04:39:02 GMT

Two years ago today I was at an amazing concert.

In other news:
1. I Love New York 2!
2. A Shot at Love with Tila Tequila!
3. Boondocks!
4. Fucking diet.
5. Fucking excersise.
6. Fucking homecoming dress.
7. Now I feel frustrated.
8. I feel that art will eventually lighten up.
9. Why did I offer myself up for so many stories this issue.
10. Need to order my 50mm lens!
11. Why isn't my pool done, god damn.
12. Need to burn a CD for art next week.
13. I need to talk to Popeye about my chemistry grade. He's an idiot, Jesus.
14. Longest list I've made in a while.
15. My hands are cold.
16. I am cold.
17. I haven't taken a shower yet.
18. I still feel empty.

Cool stuff.

Carrot flowers

Wed, 03 Oct 2007 03:47:20 GMT

Saturday was Jessica's birthday shindig which was pleasing, although we (being Alex/Danny/Maria/Madelyn) wreaked havoc all over poor Dolphin Mall. Jessica doesn't want to turn sixteen, she says she feels old. It's funny because, I feel like I want to age, but every birthday that's passed I don't feel any much older. I want to be a baby forever but I also want to feel what it's like to be an adult. I don't know, the future seems so scary, but I hope everything I ever want to do is able to be done. I don't know how I'd feel if I was unaccomplished, in the long run. I mean, I've felt that before, the emptiness you feel when you know you've done a poor job on something you know you could've made amazing. It's such a terrible feeling. Hopefully later on, my efforts will be rewarded. I'll make it happen.

Miso pretty

Sat, 29 Sep 2007 05:08:27 GMT

Today was fun. School wise, not very. Art was the same, except I was trying to finish literature homework. Literature was alright, I greatly prefer story discussion/analysis than writing. We were asked what our definition of "cheating" was (relationship-wise) and my view is so... different from most people. I feel like I'm wrong or something. Economy was boring, usual. Spanish was boring, usual. But after school I went to Sunset with the gals (Cindy + Kevin/Joel/Carlos) and it was great lulz. The whole time was just fun and I want to do it again. The picture above has my cute little tokidoki milk bottle and I love him. Everytime I go to UO now I'm going to buy one, I hope I don't get the same ones. I want them all! Especially the chocolate milk and latte ones. I really liked today. There are more pictures from today but I can't really type this out:

No means yes

Tue, 25 Sep 2007 02:45:10 GMT

Lately I feel so dull, I'm just sitting here sometimes, staring at my screen, at my hands, looking at the wrinkles, looking at the back of my hands. I don't know why I feel like this lately, I think all the good times last Friday all came back in the form if sadness the day after, which is kind of funny. Saturday I just felt so disgusting. I spent the day reading old entries in my journal and feeling bad about it. Have I changed for the better? Why don't boys like me more? It's so shitty. Fucking teenagers. And whatever, my grades in chemistry/math are extremely unsatisfactory. And it's just so ridiculous. I want to have a recess already. I want to indulge myself in a wonderful book. But then I look at myself and I just want things to happen without effort. Sometimes I wish life was like that.

Like-a dah rivah fro

Sat, 22 Sep 2007 03:40:20 GMT

You wan won ton soup?
Happy birfday Hannah baby! You're legal now, that means I can bang you all the time!
Today was awesome. Basically spent tha' whole day with my frans! More details later, maybe!

In other news: Bombed da chemistry test, wow. No positive connotations here.

I really like this

Fri, 21 Sep 2007 12:50:42 GMT

Working in newspaper with some music on. We've sang to Queen, The Clash, The Ramones, The Rolling Stones. There's no Cure though :c I'm going to have to change that, lulz. But really? We should work with music more, it makes the mood a lot happier. In other news, I plan to catch up on a lot of work I haven't done, and I have to start kicking some ass in math. So this means, stop eating crap, Karina. I'm managing though, I'm going to do all of Wheeler's worksheets this weekend, and try to do some art homework ahead of time. I'm also going to pay more attention in chemistry. Even though, it's practically impossible.

Chrysanthemums

Wed, 19 Sep 2007 03:00:43 GMT

I've been busy:
- Getting my sunglasses back from Cindy *hint: Give me my sunglasses back
- Being sick
- Rewriting my paper for Lopez
- Reading up on crap for newspaper
- Taking photos for news paper, specifically
- Staying after school for drama rehearsals
- Going to take pictures of indoor rock climbing
- Being fat

It's pretty hectic, I don't know. I'm not used to being so active in school, at all. Not in the slightest. And I haven't even begun going to games. I need to. Anyone want to make it sort of ritual? Go with me to the games and I do my thing and we chill or something? Aw, come on, I'll makeout with you under the bleachers! This is an offer you cannot refuse, bb's (especially Jillian, mrowr). But yeah, I feel so tired out. I hate not being able to go home directly after school, god damn. That half an hour after school feels like an eternity. A really hot eternity too, since it's scorching outside. But alas, I finally have obligations. Can't say I'm bored.

In other news, like four kids in AP Literature have gotten their first offense for plaigarism. L-O-fucking-L. Really, they just got a nice spank right there. Now they get to go home and show their parents that they have copied work/allowed their work to be copied and have to do some ridiculous thing. Who copies word for word? Really? They're smart.

MRAWRARAR brb fapping to dead people.

Alex is the best bitch

Sun, 16 Sep 2007 05:23:44 GMT

church tongues: Black + British = Kele
love openings: Rofl, for some reason I added "big" when I read that
church tongues: rofl
love openings: "Big + Black + British = Kele"
love openings: Oh lawd
church tongues: Big = Black
church tongues: Obv
love openings: L:MAO
ciao joel: yup
ciao joel: minus british
ciao joel: and it sounds liek my dick
church tongues: Exception: Joel Campana
love openings: LMFAO

Today was spent being sick, getting my period, and watching the discovery channel in bed. I have such an eventful life in store for me! Otherwise, that conversation was one of the highlights of my night. And the fact that I've got so much junkfood downstairs. And that I should seriously diet. I want to make another video blog. I want to sort through all my pictures, I kind of started today, but it's not enough. It seems earlier but it's already Sunday. No biggie.

Vidyah blaoug

Thu, 13 Sep 2007 04:37:07 GMT

Points made:
1. Always wanted to make one!
2. Slept for about six hours (aka ALL DAY)
3. I look silly, I know :(
4. Hamtaro figurines :{D
Edit 5. I'm really smiley, sorryyyyyy
6. The first 12390854 times I made this I was all "not fishin' 4 comments liek most wimmins jus' sayin'" but I forgot >:(
7. Too many emoticons in one post!

Beyonce?

Wed, 12 Sep 2007 12:52:02 GMT

Just heard the most interesting political discussion ever, next to me in journalism. It was hilarious. We just fangasmed about Christian Bale. Heck yeah.

Also:
Happy Sweet Sixteen Danny!
Sweet sixteen
Time to spread my wings
Sweet sixteen
It's my day to shine
Sweet sixteen
So much more to life
Sweet sixteen

Brushin' up on my taggin' skills

Tue, 11 Sep 2007 20:36:51 GMT

Okay I get it, it's been six years, am I still supposed to care about this?
Regards to the families who lost dear ones, but otherwise, I don't have any much more concern than I did in the 4th grade when it happened. Oh well.

Also, I am in love with the book Kirsten gave me. Graffiti World ftw. Also in love with the dvd Jirrian gave me, oh lord. Just a glimpse of it and I got excited. Oh yeah and I got kudos for my portrait in art (which I haven't finished) but I think he told everyone that he likes it so we don't go into depressive artist mode. I feel so tired but I can't nap or anything, otherwise I won't sleep tonight. I have to do edits #2 for newspaper and write another story since the movie one failed at life. My eyes are half shut.

P.S.

Mi nombre es Alberto, soy de Argentina!

Tue, 11 Sep 2007 02:25:30 GMT

The sky was beautiful this morning, again.

Was a tad bit unproductive in journalism. I drew the octopus guy.

Somebody took this, which is why it's blurry. But they drew me. I'm the dolphin!

Somebody made Gumby in ceramics. They win, obv.
I was so exhausted after school today for some reason, I think everyone took a nap. I took a nap, haha. Researching conceptual art sort of really bugs me, but my portrait is going to be great. Sol LeWitt had the same birthday as me, and he would've turned 80 yesterday, but he died April 8th. Kind of interesting. Nothing else to say except I got a haircut! I like it a lot. Back to conceptual art!

Superman that ho

Sat, 08 Sep 2007 07:12:00 GMT

Officially fifteen!

I'm so happy. So many friends of mine showed up, everyone looked so cute and adorable and great and the place looked wonderful and everything looked fantastic. I looked pretty good too. My dress was amazing and all my family and mom's friends were there and they were great. I hadn't wanted the fifteens when it was in the making but it was definitely awesome as result. I'm exausted, and from having wavy hair I have a knot the size of an apple in the back of the head. Don't believe me? You will when you hear screams outside. That'll be me dying from how huge that knot is. Getting my haircut tomorrow! I know this is kind of uneccessarysiadhsj and like, no one needs to know this, so you can skip this part. In total from all the gifts I received, I got $2505. Holy shit. Tonight was simply amazing. I love everything right now. I leave you with this.

Best cards I got (from all the adorable ones amongst these):
- Robert's (AW I RUVED IT SO MUSH)
- Jillian's (Your dog, hahaha awww)
- Jessica's (it was so cute and sincere)
- Joel's (I LOL'D ALL OVER THE PLACE, Miley Cyrus is next, oh shi-)
- Alex's (It was like, a tiny dress, rofl)

I don't get it

Thu, 06 Sep 2007 01:42:46 GMT

Why am I being blamed for Kayla's misbehavior and habits? Why? This is ridiculous. But then again, who else can you blame, eh? This is totally cool. My favorite game in the world is hearing all the commotion going on downstairs and then somehow being involved. I love it, so so much. My life is just one big beautiful whirlpool of awesome sometimes.

Edit, 11:33 *This was in all caps originally, but I decided it looks nicer expressed in a calm fashion. No Alexis, I don't fucking like you anymore, period, you fucking asshole son of a bitch. God, I almost hate you. So, close.

Alex's computer is broken, lol

Wed, 05 Sep 2007 21:34:11 GMT

Dear friends and colleages,

If there is one thing in this world that simply pisses me off like nothing other, it is when people quote themselves with some mystical, philisophical and whimsical bullshit quote that:

a.) Makes NO FUCKING SENSE
b.) Is stupid period because uh, hey since when are you Ghandi?
c.) Is lame and no one cares, why would you embarass yourself like that?

Example: "Life, by definition, is supposed to be complicated. If it is simple and easy, it is not life."

Wow, how enlightening. I've been waiting for the day that someone would say these exact words and show it to the world through their myspace quote.

That is all.

Memorable quote for today:"Oh God I'll remember this in one year and cry" (in response to my subject line) said Alex, "Oh God put this in there so it can be like a pime taradox and my mind will explode". Done and done, Alex, m'boy!

Sounds like Disney exploded

Wed, 05 Sep 2007 03:41:57 GMT

I know for a fact that I will never be able to take my chemistry teacher serious ever. I also know that although Ms. Riley was like the biggest lesbian ever, she was still pretty awesome. And seeing her this morning was awesome too. And yeah, I have so much crap to do in the next few days.

Things I need to do:
- Moar research for class rankings being removed
- Email Mrs. Hellard... or go after school to interview her. God damnit.
- First draft completion
- Research for old shows being made into new movies
- First draft completion
- Research gifted classes being removed from Florida high schools (ridiculous as hell)
- First draft... uhh... I'll try to do it.
- Pay Ceramics/IB Art fees ($60 total)
- Chem lab fee ($15 or something?)
- Log on to the Algebra 2 textbook online
- Be cool.

I finished my Jane Eyre/Night project. Not my best work, but it'll do. I think tomorrow's picture day. I remember writing a few years back how bad I'd look and shit but now at this point of my life I really don't give a shit. My mom was all, "Oh God your hair looks gross and dirty and ugh! your pictures are tomorrow how could you do this?!" and I just want to go like, "Sigh, mom, it's not your picture". But alas, she'll always be like that because she's my mom. God I'm so tired, I still have some questions to answer on The Yellow Wallpaper which was kind of uninteresting. I can't wait until this week is over. Carlos mentioned some get together at his house or something when I talked to him on... Sunday? And good lawd, I am all for it brah. Also! Kirsten slept over my house on Sunday and it was funny, we were supposed to get work done, but only 1/3 of what the project may have been got done. We're awesome. One day, galz, we will have a huge ass sleep over. And we'll talk about boys and compare our boobs and stuff, right? I'm funny. Rarugharuahguarhraugh.

Crank that soulja boy

Sun, 02 Sep 2007 05:29:53 GMT

Kirsten's birthday party was today, it was so nice out I was happy. Except I was going to burn to a crisp. So after riding this insane party van called the "Kruizin' Kidz" or some shit, got to the beach and ate some foods, then played in the water, then went out, then got covered in blue frosting (god damnit) then took pictures and made everyone do the metal claw, never got to finish my cupcake, cleaned up in the water, got fucking tossed around by that kid George, Jesus Christ Almighty whutta freak. Sing-a-longs, Bohemian Rhapsody, fishes in the water hovering over the back of my hand, my nail polish coming off completely (no chipping, just peeling off the whole thing) and then drying up again, and then going back to retrieve sandals, taking pictures (see above) and yes, today was wonderful. Then got to Kirstens and went "skinny dipping" except not at all. Just got in the pool like rebellious teenage souls, etc. It was cool though. And I think tomorrow Kirsten/Jillian can come over to stay and do some work (HAHAHAH) and be awesome.

The Prince of Darkness before Ozzie

Thu, 30 Aug 2007 03:30:21 GMT

And then, when I had made an opening sufficient for my head, I put in a dark lantern all closed, closed so that no light shone out, and then I thrust in my head. Oh, you would have laughed to see how cunningly I thrust it in! I moved it slowly, very, very slowly, so that I might not disturb the old man's sleep. It took me an hour to place my whole head within the opening so far that I could see him as he lay upon his bed.

I had to bite my tongue when this was read aloud today in AP Literature.
This is from The Tell-Tale Heart by Edgar Allan Poe, in case you were wondering.

In other news, I'm tired of manufacturing random crushes on people, flirting like crazy, and then once I have 'em in my hands, I'm like, "Okay, no". It always happens. I'll like people, and then realize I don't like them all that much, and then I won't care, because I'm like that. And then I still crave male attention, and physical attention (that of which I do not receive) and it's just so frustrating. Frustrating like drawing that monster shrubbery thing in art and like that kid in literature. I want to beat the crap out of him. I mean wow, seriously, I'm not one to discriminate people because of their age or anything, but I think he's this stupid because he's younger than everyone and he's trying to get attention by being all kooky and random and having an unintelligible comment for absolutely everything in class. Funfact: It doesn't work. Funfact #2: the VMA's are on my birthday, lol.

I'd be easy

Wed, 29 Aug 2007 03:51:30 GMT

To be honest? I just wanted to use this icon. I award myself 129038213 internets.

Oh yeah and gosh, I'm always going to be busy with art this year. Kind of excites me, but at the same time kind of bums me out. Not 'cause I don't love art, but it sure is going to be a hella lot of shit. My fifteens are awfully close, kind of makes me antsy. I want to cut my hair off already! >:{O I haven't taken a shower, kek.

The ocean doesn't just evaporate!

Sat, 25 Aug 2007 04:50:59 GMT

I've been meaning to write in here all week but I haven't gotten to it. Miraculously enough I've been able to go to sleep at 10pm and fall dead asleep. Today, my latest was 12am but I'm up a little past that, no big deal. I've been an official sophomore (technically)for a week, and I'm photographer of the newspaper staff and already got a bunch of awesome work! Now, here's a miniscule run-through of what I anticipate this year, period by period:

    1. Journalism II: Easy as pie. Just gotta do a lot of ad sales, but I got that covered, I got my k'nex...ions. And Ms. Burger liked me as a freshman, so I must be even cooler as a sophomore!
    2. IB Art: Oh lawd, Mr. Wilson kind of scares me. I don't want to ooze out creative juices. :( But I predict I will do just fine. Gotta keep tha' faith.
    3. Ceramics II: Lol at having the same classes in the same periods (this will show up again later), this class will be easy like last year, except not. Larger ceramic pieces, more expectancies. But I'm ready.
    4. AP Literature: Why does everyone find him attractive? Honestly, I don't get it. Anyways, I like him, he seems like a good teacher. Can't wait until the year really takes off. Our first story is Hamlet I think? That's awesome. I think I'll do well in here too, but I'm definitely scared of doing badly, so I better do well.
    5. Chemistry: I almost forgot my fifth period for a second, rofl. Anyways, this teacher is a goon. Total push over. I don't even know, he starts talking about one thing and trails off into this completely irrelevant thing. Only person I really like in that class is Joel, so we've already established a bunch of jokes in that class. So I think this year will be lol. I also love how I've never had any classes with Joel ever, but I've seen him like, twice before, and then we were psyched that we had classes together this year. Oh lawd.
    6. AP Gov/Economics: Only AP part is government, but yeah, this class looks easy. Only part that intimidates me is the AP part, but yeah, I'm good.
    7. Algebra II: This guy is a push over too. All my teachers are dudes this year! Well, 5/8. That's a lot. Anyways, this guy is probs going to be way too nice. He doesn't penalize late homework. Cha-ching.
    8. Spanish II: Sra. Funes again! This will be like buttah.
Perks: Jillian/Cindy/Ivette for 2nd, Cindy for 4th, Cindy/Ivette for 6th, lunch all togther on B days, which is pretty awesome. And yeah, I love my schedule.
Non-perks: Not having Kirsten for any classes, super-massive-crowding of halls, freshman jokes. They get old fast, guys.

So yeah! First day was cool, seeing a million people and being all, "Haven't seen you in forever!" like. I would've done a ceremonial first day/summer overview post, but my summer was plain, boring, and an utter waste, and I have yet to have a life-changing summer, in which I grow emotionally, or maturity wise, or anything-wise. My summers are nothing special ever. And the first day I was too drained to do anything. And so, my life continues.

Woodstock's birthday is today

Thu, 16 Aug 2007 05:35:56 GMT

I can't remember the last few days as much as I'd like to. Uhhmmm, adventure with Maria/Kara/Sergio and that other dude, Gabe! I should probably keep it on the downlow, it consisted of like, teenage driver on the turn pike, which for the first few minutes left me ridiculously nervous, for my internal fear of car crashes/doing something without permission was bubbling up deep in my gut. If it weren't for the Good Charlotte and Mickey Avalon playing, I'd look like a statue in the backseat. Had a hard time finding Gabe, then went to get Sergio and went to Publix, where Sergio got owned for being a dumb teen and drinking a chocolate milk in Publix, only to walk out and hear, "Forgetting something?" or something like that, and then cracking up.

Today I went to a newspaper meeting at school, it was awfully weird, I'm anticipating a busy school year which I'll have to make time for. Definitely. I have to do much better this year, really. Burger added like, a point system to her classes. Kudos to her, it's a different approach to grading. But I'm not very excited. I've also realized that newspaper in particular does not interest me in the slightest, because I can't keep up with the way newspaper is, which is pretty fast-paced. But I'm mostly in newspaper to get used to photojournalism type of stuff, and to just know how write articles efficiently. Writing for National Geographic isn't really news you know? It's not that crazy about keeping up to date, day to day.

On another note, Jane Eyre is really boring (still) and I really love my parents. Even though I am awfully deprived (which I still feel so) I adore them so very much. But they never see this apprently, so you know how that is. Their 16th anniversary is this Friday, which I think is really cute. My dad lately has been bringin' out semi-suggestive jokes regarding him and my mom and they're hilarious, but I kind of don't want to hear it? I don't know how to explain it, I laugh because it's funny/Kayla doesn't understand it, but at the same time, eh!

I shall end this with the fact that Brazilian Girls are ftw, that is all.
Oh yeah, and I hate portrait photography. Everything about my pictures were simply "no".

In Joel's words:

Sat, 11 Aug 2007 06:47:26 GMT

NEVER FORGET
8/10/07 Babyfuck day.

Commemorative and perfect gif for the occasion.

Buddha in the corner

Thu, 09 Aug 2007 07:40:34 GMT

Yoga was amazing. I'ma go regularly. I'm getting my mom to go on Saturday. My grandmother/mom are going to start a business now that my mom is going to work only three days a week and sometimes weekends. This makes me so happy! My mom is going to be hoooomeeee. They're going to make decorations and stuff for parties and sell it online. I like that they're going to do something small that they like. I liked the fact that Jillian and I started laughing after we looked at how drenched in sweat we were from posing. I want to go to Wild Oats more often, we can stock up on delicious healthy food. That cookie I had there was so good, holy crap. I'm really hungry right now but it's almost 4am, god damnit. Anyways, I'm fairly pleased. Yes. Cindy/Ivette, you guys need to go one day. >:{O I need to stop listening to The Cure.